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Playground

by Resolver

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1.
Despite best efforts to contain The serious mix of anger and pain I see you there with your bloodshot, watery eyes This is no place for you to be We've wasted days Painting ourselves unrecognizably In every single way, the real thing always shines through There’s no use in trying to hide the beast inside You need to keep alive It was always there creeping in and out of my opened mind That’s just temporary evil I need to meet the angels and the demons Then this will all be over And then we'll figure it out There's no need to doubt my resolve And when the door closes It’s all there in full force And I can barely contain My disappointment to hear some petty bullshit There’s something else you’re not saying Such a way to be unafraid There’s no use in trying to hide the beast inside You need to keep alive It was always there creeping in and out of my opened mind That’s just temporary evil I need to meet the angels and the demons Then this will all be over Then this will all be over Everything, everything Everything, everything (will rise to the surface) Everything, everything (will meet me halfway) Everything, everything (that rises converges) Everything! Everything! Everything, everything (will rise to the surface) Everything, everything (will meet me halfway) Everything, everything (that rises converges) Everything! Everything!
2.
Well I’m done burning bridges And I’m done making sense And nothing’s automatic And no one’s innocent But I won’t die just to live Yeah I won’t die just to live We'll make it over easy Can't let this go as planned And nothing’s automatic And no one’s innocent But I won’t die just to live No I won’t die just to live You can break these walls down And tear me to shreds Your heart’s like a weapon In the palm of your hand But one day we'll work out The problems at hand Will lead you straight in through The promised land No more lies, no more plans No more lines, in the sand You and me In command Running wild, promised land So pretty in the moment But pretty in our heads So lovely to let beauty Replace our sense of dread And I won’t die just to live Yeah I won't die just to live You can break these walls down And tear me to shreds Your heart’s like a weapon In the palm of your hand But one day we'll work out The problems at hand Will lead you straight in through The promised land No more lies, no more plans No more lines, in the sand You and me In command Running wild, promised land Promised land
3.
Aversions 02:45
Drop dead for society And spend your money on the bread and butter Living the dream Never worried about a goddamn thing Every day just moves too fast to see And I don't need to face you head on I've been dreaming of a way to escape before dawn Find a place we both belong To pass the time, or throw it away To take a ride on a different train And end up another way We could have it all And it’s always in sight Below heartache is the start of a roadmap To another type of life Drop dead for society And all you wanted was decided whil you had your doubts Never try to escape the fallout Living to erase the past will grow old after awhile After awhile To pass the time, or throw it away To take a ride on a different train And end up another way We could have it all And it’s always in sight Below heartbreak is the start of a roadmap To another type of life One day at a time
4.
Discover 03:38
Sighing and reminiscing Enjoying better times I can’t just say that I moved on As I stare blankly at the sun To discover again The morning has ended There’s no use pretending The insufferable shuffle again Again, again, again In front of me The fantasy or memory These battles that I choose Sometimes it's good to lose All this trouble takes a toll inside our heads While the truth remains an unsolved mystery But when I find it, honestly I know that things will work out differently And all these past misgivings will be dead And We’ll discover again The moment it ended There’s no use pretending And those words that you had always meant Keep your eyes on the eyes don’t pretend Trust in yourself and your friends And stubborn lies, they’ll only eat you alive if you let them in It’s all laid out right in front of me The fantasy or memory? The battle that I choose Sometimes it’s good to lose
5.
Quiet Future 02:49
I want a quiet future I want to hear my feet move across the ground And forget all the time I was sometime other than now I want a quiet future Rejecting the notion that I can’t be moving and stalling all at once Sum total’s just enough Reflecting the sunset, somewhere away from here The water is warm, and I have no fear Reflecting the sunset, somewhere away from here The water is warm, and I have no fear I want a quiet future I want to stop and appreciate the fray It's a brighter and brighter adventure each passing day In this quite future Rejecting the notion that I can’t be moving and stalling all at once Sum total’s just enough Reflecting the sunset, somewhere away from here The water is warm, and I have no fear Reflecting the sunset, somewhere away from here The water is warm, and I have no fear
6.
Thoughts in my head Never ever even dreamed they'd been said Truer than we'll ever remember And the end never ends And the end never ends We're looking in from the outside Spending time In a state of blissful lull and periodic mass confusion And seeing things in a new light Underlying, all-defying Contemplation that everything means everything Everything means everything Everything I love You know the end never ends You know the end never ends We're looking in from the outside Spending time In a state of blissful lull and periodic mass confusion And seeing things in a new light Underlying, all-defying Contemplation that everything means everything Everything means everything
7.
When something’s wrong I gotta have it all I need to know, by force of habit This daisy chain of words I stumble and I slur Then unleash them like a cannonball I need to know, it’s almost spiritual The way I see, the thoughts surrounding me Oh I’m dead then I’m alive I open up my eyes And I see a different version of me Oh, do I want you to know what I know? Please don’t take it personally Oh do I want you to know that it’s better to not know Never gonna let it go I should have known from the start So tell me why We're always falling in line After we stray And turns our minds away Oh I’m dead then I’m alive I open up my eyes And I see a different version of you Oh, do I want you to know what I know? (I hope we never ever let this go) Please don’t take it personally Oh do I want you to know that it’s better to not know Never gonna let it go I should have known from the start Oh it must have been a secret No one had ever known So long, sunrise I am going home I should have never stayed away so long Twisting and turning and keeping on The person that I always was Was here the whole time Away from here Twisting and turning and keeping on Something we had always known and loved I’m here I'm alive Sunrise sets the scene of it all Laughing forever while the night is aglow It all makes sense to me now Laughing forever while the night is aglow It all makes sense to me now
8.
The Knife 04:08
This knife cuts deep In the morning light You twist and you make your mark Before you leave me behind It hurts and it's true And it's all you can do It hurts and it's true And it's all you can do So you take what you get This ship is to wreck What did you expect from this? Is self loathing enough to counter your bluff? Are you in pain or bliss? I see worlds in your eyes I don't recognize And I can't understand How we outran the future by playing right into its hands Forget about it It hurts and it's true And it's all you can do The knife You can keep it inside You can pass it on, bring it to life The knife So you take what you get This ship is to wreck What did you expect from this? Is self loathing enough to counter your bluff? Are you in pain or bliss? I see worlds in your eyes I don't recognize And I can't understand How we outran the future by playing right into its hands Forget about it Forget about it Forget about it Forget about it Forget about it
9.
I guess I’m not myself today Now my perspective's turned back and forward and then back again I’ll give myself a chance To rearrange mentally Happiness and misery love company Wandering aimlessly Happiness and misery love company Stab me in the front or stab me in the back It'll makeno difference to me If the daggers in your eyes will stab me in the back It’ll make no difference to me These days, so disparate All I am feeling is All my inhibitions abandoning me Where will you go now that I'm free I guess I'll always keep My enemies' advantages close to me Honestly, those thoughts led me nowhere Blind except to threats only I could perceive Take it from me, there’s no use in hiding All in store, you're bound to adore Just trust your sight No wrong or right Stab me in the front or stab me in the back It makes no difference to me All the deceit and all the attacks I'm okay But honestly, those thoughts led me nowhere Blind except to threats only I could perceive Take it from me, there’s no use in hiding All in store, you're bound to adore Just trust your sight No wrong or right Just trust your sight No wrong or right
10.
Python 02:33
If I could walk through walls You wouldn't have to leave When conversation stalled I'd quietly recede I'd be gone So very absurd Now I'll stay on this playground While you're scorching the earth I've been lying I've been innocent I've said things I knew were wrong So maybe you were right I'll finally concede Python, python, python And you're gone
11.
Magnolia 04:48
Don’t talk about these things Like you already know the outcome Now that peace of mind's Something real but undefined Let it take over your world Don’t blink twice maybe you’ll notice A pleasant surprise That comes so subtly yet surely Leaving everything in its path All bathed in white Like angels from the gates of heaven Sent by God to keep your hope alive For better or worse, it keeps you in line Don’t talk about these things Like you already know the outcome Now that peace of mind's Something real but undefined Let it take over your world I fell asleep for too long I must admit I was wrong I just assumed it was gone Don’t blink twice maybe you’ll notice A pleasant surprise That comes so subtly yet surely Leaving everything in its path All bathed in white Like angels from the gates of heaven Sent by God to keep your hope alive For better or worse, it keeps you in line I just assumed it was gone I just assumed it was gone
12.
Playground 03:13
The thought of it all Comes crumbling down I’m at a loss for words again And I’ve got a long drive home I’m in no state to be dissecting Every mystery in front of me now Well I change my moods like seasons While the world remains the same And it’s my understanding That I should follow your light But my vision’s obscured As a million lives float past me in an endless sea It’s always too much yet never quite enough Enough for me, enough for me My place in everything always in between Another world, another life, another dream Another world, another life, another dream Another world, another life, another dream And a million lives float past me in an endless sea The thought of leaving the playground… The thought of leaving the playground… Finally leaving the playground

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To me, it's about hope

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released October 22, 2018

All selections written & recorded by Brendan Cavanagh

Brendan Cavanagh - vocals, guitars, 12-string, bass, keys, synthesizers, drum programming, production

Alec Budd - additional synths, production, mixing, mastering

Stephanie Griffin - viola (Track 11)

Cover art by Alec Budd

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